Friday, November 17, 2006
OoOoo~ have not been blogging for 1 whole week... wahaha.. jus simply too tired n lazy... well... we're back~ back from bangkok!!! haiz~ abit regret to go on holiday during this period... cos my colleague, lilis oso going on holiday too... she went yest... to australia~ for 10 days... *envy* so good~ haha... n so, i've do some of her work... there's not much of it but bcos of my work itself was alot cos went for holiday, a few days work all lump together then become sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much~~ after knock off gets so tired... somemore got superstar to watch... ha.. hardly have time to blog...
Well... something important to sae~ I PASSED MY TP FOR MOTORCYCLE!!!! finally lo... my 4th time... i going to make my license tml... haha... actually i passed on the 9 nov... which is the day we're flying to bangkok... that was the happiest day i ever had! passed tp, first time on plane, first time go overseas with my besties n first time to a further country than msia~ but it's only one day... bangkok trip was quite disappointing... something happened... i got very sad... i m sad bcos i felt not being understand by them... my besties... i wonder sometime m i too demanding toward my friends?? being together for so many years, sad to sae, they still dun understand me well... perhap we're different kind of pple whereby the god trying to make a joke on me with them... no matters of physical look, background, education, thinking n etc... we're all different... i mean i m the different one~ haiz~ jus DIFFERENT!! n... when things happened, it makes me feel worst... though we did voice out... but i feels gap... in between us... i jus cant get back to normal, jus feeling weird... sometime i console myself saying no matters of wat shit i got, i m still blessed bcos i have the bunch of them who cheers me up n makes me happy... we did have happy moment...but... disappointment again ensue... maybe i m not suppose to be happy... saddness like to fills up my soul... well, let bygone be bygone... we're still friends but unlikely we'll go oversea together again... no offence to anyone... jus saying my feeling...
ha! make until so miserable... happy thing still got la... my sis tok to me liao... haha... anyway... i would like to apologise to my sis oso la... sorry! being to harsh... everything is jus a misunderstanding... haiz... dunnoe y my temper so bad... sometime really hate myself... got angry n pek chek easily on a very small matter... n expect everything to follow the way i want... really need to go pray guan yin... guan yin ma bor bi~ let my temper not so bad... perhap with a better temper, i will see thing not so complicated n be more "kuan rong"...
